How many times have I avoided you?
How many times did I run from you?
Do you even really know that I love you?
I was so young when you went home to see your grandparents I wanted you with me.
I didn't even understand why I had to stay behind. I begged you to let me come with you and I begged God to let me go too. Both of you said no.
To this day I still blame myself for your ending. You passed a week after you celebrated your life.
I know you did your best to give me everything I needed and everything I wanted but you just couldnt beat your battle. You were slowly dying on me and I didn't even know how could I at the age of eight?
Th
Curley's Wife's Letter by starfire122985, literature
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Curley's Wife's Letter
Dearest Joe,
I'm Sorry if you are sore with me 'cause I left ya. It ain't that I didn't love ya. I just thought Curley'd make me happier. Me an' Curley got hitched two weeks ago an' I still yet to see or talk to 'im. I'sa always tryin' to look purdy for Curley but he ain't never around. So, I'sa always lookin' for 'im.
Well, as I was lookin' for Curley at the bunkhouse I met the new ranch han'ss that my fadda-in-law hired. They'sa nice lookin' couple of guys. Ones a dum dum ahnd da udda one's a mean guy. When I asked if they seen Curley he said, "Ain't here!" and didn't even tell me where he went. So, I left 'im alone and went on m
I wasn't even eight years old yet when I lived with a single mother and an infant brother. My mother and I were best friends until something happened. Something that would change my life forever.
It was dark and everything was quiet. I was tucked tightly in my warm Disney covers sleeping soundly. My mother had gone to a meeting and left my infant brother and I with a sitter. I begged my mother to let me come but she denied it. I got anry withe her and refused to tell her good-bye, give her a hug, or even tell her I loved her. Well, it must have been around ten o'clock or so when my aunt came in my room to wake me witha a kiss. I popp
The Spirtitual Life I've Lived by starfire122985, literature
Literature
The Spirtitual Life I've Lived
When I was a little girl of the age of eight years old my biological mother died. I was an angry, selfish, spoiled little brat. I hated God and I pushed away anyone who dared to love me or confort me. It wasn't until I was fifteen, while I was listening to my c.d's, that I actually let God come near me and comfort me. I was confused about my life. Why did I have to grow up w/o a dad, why did my best friend, my biological mother, die, why did I have happen to me happen to me. Well, after letting God near me, on Thanksgiving Day, I started a new view on things and started letting people near me. I actually attached myself too much to
Little Girl with Elephant by starfire122985, literature
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Little Girl with Elephant
There once was a little girl who was born African. Her father, Moaglie, and mother left to go on a safarie. So, poor little Adamma was left alone. Moagly and his African bride were killed in a stampede because the lions were let loose and hungry.
One day Adamma was sitting in her own little chair when Brunis, the elephant, came over to her and nugged her with her trunk! "Awee!!!" Adamma yelled out to which Brunis let out a trumpet sound!
Then Adamma yelled in African something to Brunis that made Brunis pick little Adamma up and hug her with her trunk.
Adamma finally gave in and became friends with Brunis and Brunis became a parent to
Is My Life As It Seems Or Not? by starfire122985, literature
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Is My Life As It Seems Or Not?
Is my life as hard as it seems or not?
Or is there someone else worse off then me?
I see those boys as really nice and hot
But will Jay ever again see Kelly?
Leave me alone Zechariah would say
It is all your fault your brother is hurt
But all I do is think of him all day
Please, Kelly's mom, quit treating her like dirt
So, can my life be as hard as it seems?
I don't know but Kelly's maybe worse
Compared to hers my life's a bunch of beams
I bet Kelly sees her life as a curse
I always complain of what I don't get
Kelly still fears she won't ever see him
Why can't I just settle for a cute pet?
Lord, help Jay walk again so
Lord,
I need you completely. Guide me in your ways. I don't know why I let guys control my life instead of letting you be my master. Guys have become my idols tear down the unrealistic views I've built on guys. They can not povide me a life of everlasting happiness. I'm just so scared to die alone. Ever sense my biological mom died I feared dieing the same way with such a longing to be held, loved so intensly, and told I'm beautiful by some guy I can physically see.
I need you now more then ever. Please, help me to see the love you have burning with in your being that surpasses all other loves I'll ever expeiriance. Please, help me
Carnigan The Coast Gaurd by starfire122985, literature
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Carnigan The Coast Gaurd
The name is Carnigan. I'm King Hrothgar's Coastal Guard. You may not know much about me; so let me tell you my story.
It was a day like any other. It was my turn to watch the ships role in and keep out any Vikings. While I was sitting on my post this really big ship came rolling in, and it looked like a ship a Viking would use to do his business with. I was getting really aggravated because I knew I would never be able to convince these Vikings to leave quietly.
When Beowulf (I didn't know it was Beowulf at the time) stepped off his ship I had "never seen a mightier noble/ and a larger man then Beowulf." This man looked like he could
Midsummer Night's Dream Helena by starfire122985, literature
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Midsummer Night's Dream Helena
I can still clearly remember that "Midsummer Night," when I had that "dream" of Hermia and I fighting over Demetrius and Lysander because they were both "in love" with me. Hermia accuseed me, her best friend, of stealing Lysander's heart when all I wanted was Demetrius', and I accused Hermia of scamming a prank with Lysander and Demetrius to toy with my emotions.
I wonder though if it was all a dream, and Demetrius has always loved me, and Lysander always leved Hermia why did I dream such a dream. I remember in this dream that Demeterius was so annoyed with how much I loved him when he loved Hermia now sadly, like Demetrius was with me, I
Wintery White Street by starfire122985, literature
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Wintery White Street
Clock strikes 2 a.m. I wanna stay in bed I've got this pounding in my head
I gotta get up now gotta get on my way gotta greet another day
Chorus
Oh look it all this snow
Oh hear the wind blow
V2 My work here is done and I'm on the run
I wanna get home real soon I wanna see my wife wanna see the crew I wanna have some homemade stew
Chorus
Oh look it all this snow
Oh see the wind blow
How many times have you said 'this person's my friend' and later found out that they were just using you or taking pity on you?
How many times have you said 'here's someone I can relly open up to and trust and they turn around and betray your trust?
How many times have you let these three words out "I love you" and didn't get a response?
How many times have you thought to yourself there's no point for my existace?
How many times have you felt jealous of someon you cared about?
I'm willing to bet that it's more times then you can count but here are a few more questions to think about.
How many times have you taken the time to
100th - You didn't Have to by EclipseDarkmaster, literature
Literature
100th - You didn't Have to
When I came to you,
on my hands and knees,
you didn't have to take me back,
After all I'd done to thee.
I left you on your own,
yet you waited for the day.
You knew I'd be back again,
To beg for the love I'd been shown,
Yet still,
You didn't have to.
You Love me still,
Even with all of my flaws,
You don't have to,
But You do.
For this, for this,
I thank you.
Current Residence: U.S. Favourite genre of music: Anything but Rap that you can't understand Favourite photographer: His Purple Sky Favourite cartoon character: starfire Personal Quote: Am I really that boy crazy?
Favourite Visual Artist
My friend Britt Anderson
Favourite Movies
By Far Ever After
Favourite Bands / Musical Artists
Country Sensation Carrie Underwood
Favourite Writers
Laura Engles Wilder
Favourite Games
as in video game? Metropilis Maker
Tools of the Trade
paper,pen/pencil, friends, books, movies
Other Interests
many interests but mostly hanging w/ friends and playing my guitar
Hey guys I know I've been gone for awhile couldn't find my password for awhile and just made the time to create a password. I'm going to try to add some really awesome pics that I took a little over a month ago.
Be one of the first ten people to comment to this entry and I will rummage through your galleries and pick your three best works and post them here on my journal for all to see! (once I figure out how do do it...) The catch is, you have to post this on your journal as well. I will post the ten commentors later this week, just to make you're keeping your end of the deal!
1st person to comment is Jackie Lewis
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I noticed that my latest story "Revelation" wasn't in it's completion so today I decided to add the pieces that were missing.
If anyone finds this too long please let me know of a way that I could split it up and still make sense.